I often sit back and think to my self........when did this all start? When did the verbal abuse start? When did the over eating start? When did I stop having friends? When did I stop liking myself? When? When? When?My name is Jennifer and I have lost 80 pounds.
Over the next year I am going to take you back in time and expose some of my dark moments to you with the hopes that I can learn how I got to where I am today. It is true that I am in a better spot then I was a year ago. 80 pounds is a lot, but I have 40 more to go. For some reason these last 40 seem to be the most painful. I am no longer excited about my new body or my new energy level. I am starting to hate myself again. Why?
